Love has touched me once, and for me that could mean, enough.

I have never been brave to love again, scared to give my heart away.
Afraid of what might happen, I have fears that love will never come again.
I have loved and lost, I once fought for what I truly feel, then I ended up being ill.
I was sick, of the pain that I have to endure to feel loved, to feel free, to be happy.
Then I had recovered, I realized that pain has made me stronger. Even cautious and tougher.
Pain has taught me that you have to strive to live, to be alive.
Love has taught me, that you can live and die over and over.

Once can mean enough, but as I get through this world alone, I know love will come shining through again.
Again, I may not know when, but for sure it will happen. Who am I to tell, who am I to go against something that might come along.
One day love will find me, or even haunt me, but that is what this journey is all about.
To gaze through life with love in our hearts.

Once, I had loved you, you taught me how is it like to give unselfishly, you made me feel special, you made me feel loved.
Once, I thought I can’t live a day without you.
Once, you were here and I was there, but things aren’t meant to be.
I left, you left, We, drifted apart saying nothing, feeling empty but still thriving…
Then I got tired, you moved away, from a far, I see you smile, it made me happy but it wasn’t me, the reason behind those smile.
I have forgiven myself for loving you enough that I had to let you go, then, you lived and loved, and I chose to live again.

Again, If I might come across that same old feeling again, with someone new, I want it to last, I want it to be strong, I want it to be brave, something genuine, something real, someone worth living.
Again, I will choose love and life over and over even if it might kill me and set me on fire, drift through the water, here I am, still alive.
Again, never promise me anything, just let me love you, in the smallest or grandest way that I could. Tell me that you will always be true. Love me like I had never felt pain before.

Once, I loved you and I will never forget you
Again, I will love you and I may be ready to take this journey called life with you.

Follow me through we’re moving forward, once again.

Today marks the fourth year of my blog! Thank you for gazing through my thoughts. For all the impromptu series and emotional stints, I thank you all for getting through
We’re moving forward, let me take the lead, this time, my heart with me



words and photo by feistyredgirl,
all rights reserved

Once Again

Omran – A young man of strength

Omran, haven’t they told you to run?
Haven’t they told you that life should be fun?
Omran, you are innocent and young,
Didn’t they know who to spare from war?
Omran, it must have been tough,
To be clueless on everything that seemed rough
Omran, keep that strength to endure more pain and courage to get through the array
Omran, you deserved to be living and to feel alive, it is unfair to just be survivng and to just hide
They owe you a wonderful life.
You deserve a peaceful life…

Omran, you embodied strength and courage
From those streaks of blood in your hands to those dust and bloodied face
To those screams, ashes, bombings and killings,
You must have been spared
Everyone must have been spared
Omran, you are young and innocent
let us not forget, that everyone else was…


Praying for peace all over the world. Let us unite in the fight against violence. Spare the children, women and men, we all deserve a peaceful world.

photo credits to CNN International



I was blinded by too much light
Decieved and carried away by fright
I was told to hold onto it so tight
But I lost everything that seemed to be right
When everything seemed to be out of sight
I wanted to see that light
Hopeful and pleading for things to turn out right
I might…
Find my way out, through the sunlight


words and photo by feistyredigrl (FRG)



troubled waters way too deep
clear cold waters on my feet
haunted by what I truly feel
braved the deep and shallow creek
I went on, and faced thy fear…


words and photo by feistyredgirl (FRG)



I am too damaged to be cared for but I chose to be strong enough to love over and over, and managed to be brave enough to live for what I am fighting for. Stand taller, reach farther, heads up higher, that is how to live a life worth living for.


Dare to Move